(i knOw yOu want this)

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 15:35:28 GMT

GraCie got her hair cuT & its so shOrt!? lol .. but she's still a cutie .. aww*

Allegra & I went to Nathans ball game last tuesday @ st. paul they played castlewood .. well let me just say it was an eventful game? ha ha* oH well .. after the game I did get to talk to caraline which i was excited about, because i hadn't talked to her in what seemed like fOREVER! :/ all last week i pretty much worked, went to school, & layed in the tanning bed? Saturday Nathan came over, & we went to the video store & got The Skeleton Key & Transporter 2, which both were very good! Especially The Skeleton Key .. sO sunday I woke up & got ready & waited on Nathan to come get me & we headed to Bristol over to Kobe's to eat some Japanese .. which was soO greAt & then we went to Tinsletown to watch Glory Road which was a pretty good movie .. i liked it? sO by the time we got back it was time for nathan to go to ball practice, so i just hung out at his house with his mom & rachel, which was fun .. lol* we just sat there & talked about all kinds of stuff & watched Extreme Makeover & Desperate Housewives ... & then Nathan came back home & FINALLY seen the TV his parents had gotten him for his birthday, lol .. it was sitting right in his floor & he didn't even notice it at first? he's so silly! sO he brOught me home & i went ahead & gave him one of his presents which was Resident Evil 4 & he was pretty excited? lol .. and we finished watching Transporter 2 & then he went home .. sO monday, i checked outta school at 12 because I was tired & then later I had to work .. Tuesday was Nathans 18th Birthday! aWw* sO he had a ball game, so i went over with his mom to rye cove to watch them play .. his mom's so sweet .. we talked again about all kinds of stuff ... it was niCe* sO the games went okay, but nathans shoulder was hurting him but he still played .. but the boys lost ... but the way home was eventful .. we sang & played the guessing game & everything? lol .. it was pretty fun .. sO yesterday, nO schoOl .. well i worked 4-8 & then I came home & changed my clothes & went up to the wrestling matches .. in which Tanner lost all 3 of his? I dunno why ... but i was a little disappointed .. & im sure he was too? i dunno .. sO i talked to a few people & then nathan & i left & came to my house & I gave him his other present which was a gold necklace he wanted for his basketball charm, because he broke his other one & I gave him a card! Which was pretty sweet! ;) aww* sO today .. i was going to go to the doctor, but they couldn't get me in .. so im missing school pretty much for nothing .. but Im going to be missing again tomorrow because i have to be there by 11 .. so i dunno* but I work tonight .. but im not complaining .. but I really dont feel good today? I feel really nauseated & tired ..? uGh*

buT; on a brighter nOte, I have another job now~ sO im going to be working 2 jobs! wOo* I actually am pretty excited* Im going to be working at the gym on wednesdays & i get free tanning, free lotion, & free membership! sO its going to be good* & samantha is going to be working down there on mondays which is pretty cool too .. hehe* OOOH YEAH! LOL - nathans mom called his name in on the radio for his 18th b-day & he won the birthday pack! ha ha* aww ... lol* but i think im going to get off here & go back to bed ...

much loVe*
tP<3

naThan*: i'm illegal nOw? j/p* aWw* yOu make me sO happy! <3 hehe* mwWah* can'T wait fOr the weekenD! <3 x O x O *

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 22:36:50 GMT

aWw* fiRst my little girls in heat* tehe*
my aunt went & got her these cute little pink underwear ... haha .. they're so cute*

oKay weekend*

*fRiday*: Went to Nathans game @ twin springs with his mom! I was sOo nervous, but it was actually alright! we talked about everything in the world on the way over, so it was fuN! hehe* we had some pretty good talks about stuff ... hehe* & well I got to watch Rach play, in which i thought she played really good! (gOod jOb raCh) hehe* & then I also got to watch Chelsea play, in which she did really well toO! sOo both the girls teams won their games .. and then finally I got to watch *Nathan* play! he tried his best but the bOys lost .. :( ... sO after the game we left & almost hit a 6 pointer on the way home, nathan about flipped out ... haha .. so then we went & got his truck & me & him went to Taco Bell & got some grub & came back to my house & ate & watched tv & stuff ... aww* xOxO ~~ hehe* he is sO silly ... we have the best times together .... sO he finally left around 1:30 ...

*saTurDay:* i wOrked from 12:15 till 8 .. in which on my lunch break whit & mike came & we went to subway for lunch .. hehe ... and then went back to work & nathan came & got me @ 8 & me and him rode around? lol ... loNg story & then came to my house I took a shower & got ready, & then Samantha & Josh came & got us & we proceeded to head to waL-mart.. whiCh i almost killed Nathan because Josh gave him this big thingy & nathan kept hitting me with it .. loL! sO we got to walmart & well it was pretty exciting? lmao* josh & nathan left us, so samantha & i headed our own way & eventually met back up with them & went & ate at mCdonalds & when we finally left we went to Nicks house so nathan could see the tater gun hahha .. he got SOO excited! it was great seeing the look on his face* he was just excited to even shoot the thing* in which I did pOst pics that i stole from samanthas page! haha* sO then when we finally left niCks they brought nathan & i to my house & he stayed the niGht with me* .. aWw* iT was grEat! ;) we stayed up till like 3 something watching jaws & stuff! aWw* xOxO~~ haha* sO it was an eventful niGht ...

*sUndaY*: mOm cooked us all kinds of breakfast? & then nathan left around 12ish & i finished getting ready for wOrk & headed to work ... then around 5 i took lunch & went to subway & then went to whits & hung out with her & brit till my lunch was over ... and well that was about it ... so after work I went to the tanning bed & then caMe home & played with my nephew & just talked to the rents awhile .. and finally talked to nathan ... it came a storm and my power went out & i was really scared .. it was pitch black ... but ya know ... sO then nathan & i got off the phone & I went to bed! and well thats about it !

tOday*: sChool was okaY i guess ..
it was kind of boring? math analysis is making my brain hurt? we have a test in there tomorrow .. and then government isn't bad at all? Community Service is of course a breeze, me & sam had to hole punch some Sol stuff for Coach Mullins & that was it? sO we just looked on the net & talked & that was that ... gym we had to walk & etc.. we got our report cards in which i got decent grades .. I got 2 B's & an A, and then I dunno about 1st block b/c i still have to take my 6 weeks test ... bUt all in all i got pretty decent grades i guess .. i wasn't too happy with the 2 B's .. because of National Honor Society but hopefully it will be okay .... but anyways ...

I have rambled on FOREVER! sO im going tO go!

mWah .. tara brooKe*

*naThan*.. yOu're great .. i dunno what i'd do if i didn't have you sticking with me riGht nOw! thaNks babydoll .. mMm-WaH!

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 02:59:53 GMT

stOle this frOm chriSty* <3

2005 In The Beginning......
Where did you ring in the New Year? At the hospital when i was soo sick! grr
Who were you with? my momma
Did you kiss anyone at midnight? lol nope
Did you make any resolutions? yep no caffeine!
If so, did you keep them? Yep

2005 Friends and Enemies......
Did you meet any new friends this year? Yep
Did any of your friendships end? Definitely.. it sucks
Did you dislike anyone? ooooh yeah!
Did you get into any fights? almost a couple times! ha ha
Did you make any new enemies? haha yep*
Who was your closest friend? Whitney, Samantha, & Nathan

2005....The Holidays!
Did you have a Valentine? yeah
Did the Easter bunny visit you? i dunno?
Did you dress up for Halloween? No Nathan & I gave out candy .. lol* but my graCie dressed up as an angel! aww*
What did you do for Thanksgiving? ate at my grannys & then my other grannys nathan came over with me too!
Did you make a list of gifts for the holidays? nope
Did you receive what you wanted? Yep, Nathan! haha* & my fossil watch, vt stuff, & stuff from victorias secret he got me & My hair straightener! :) <3 and other stuff but those were my favorites !! :)

2005 Your BIRTHDAY!!!
How old did you turn? 17 .. wOot
Did you have a cake? Yea
What did you do for your birthday? Umm I dont remember?
Did you have a party? Yeah i think so*
Did you get any presents? lol yeah lots of money & other stuff

2005......The Memories and Accomplishments!
Funniest Memory? a few nights ago when I was with my cousin courtney probably .. lol i dunno? its hard to say ...
Saddest Memory? dUnnO
Best Accomplishment? keeping my grades up for national honor society & going to state for FBLA

2005.....FAVORITES!
Favorite TV shows? Laguna Beach & Meet The Barkers
Favorite song? i have a lot
Favorite bands? i have a lot
Favorite food? Japanese or Chinese
Favorite stores? AE & Hollister
Favorite restaurants? Red Lobster, Miyabis, or Cheddars*
Favorite piece of clothing? Hollister jeans & ae sweater

2005.....All about YOU....
Did you change at all this year? Yep & for the better .. i realized what was really important to me*
Was 2005 a good year? umm it was up until a certain extent*
Did 2005 bring any new insights? ehh not really*
Do you think 2006 will top 2005? definitely
Do you have any goals for 2006? nope .. just keeping up my grades & going to college*
Do you wish 2005 wouldn't end? nope im ready for the new year!

ANOTHER* ....

Last 24 hours...
1. Had sex: ????
2. Bought something: Yes
3. Gotten sick: Nope
4. Sang: Yes
5. Been kissed: Yes!
6. Ate something: Yep
7. Felt stupid: Yes
8. Talked to an ex: Nope!
9. Missed someone: Nope

Last person who...

1. Layed in your bed: Me & Nathan
2. Saw you cry: My sister & Opy
3. Made you cry: aHHH
4. Went to the movies with: Nathan
5. You went to the mall with: Nathan, My Aunt & Uncle
Have You Ever...

1. Said "I Love You" and meant it: I thought i did
2. Got in a fight with your pet: nOpe
3. Been to California: no
4. Been to Mexico: no
6. Been to Canada: no
7. Been to Europe: no
_________________________________________________

Random...

1. Are you dating someone?: preTty much? lol ...
2. What book are you reading now: The Wedding
3. Worst feeling in the world: being lonely
4. Future KIDS names: Abigail Faith or Madison Jade iF i have kids! hehe* i already have my little gAH giRl* - graCie AnN! lol*
5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: nope
6. What's under your bed: Nothing at all
7. Favorite sports to watch: Football & Basketball
8. Location: Coeburn
9. Piercing/Tattoos: ears, belly, & somewhere's you dont need to know! ;);)
10. Do you drink: occasionally
11. What are you most scared of right now: I dunno
12. Where do you want to get married: dunno
13. Who do you really hate?: LOL a few people!
14. Who do you really love?: My family & friends! ;)
15. Do you like being around people: I lOve iT
16. Have you ever cried: Yep
17. What was your last boyfriends name? Brad Hamm
18. Are you lonely right now: Not at all!
19. Song that's stuck in your head : Southern Comfort
20. Chocolate or Vanilla? either
21. Played strip poker: Nope
22. Gotten beaten up: haha NOPE
23. Done an all-nighter: yeP *

24. Been on radio/TV: dont think so?
25. Been in a mosh-pit: nope
26. Most beautiful thing you've seen lately: Nathan this morning when he first woke up! lol .. aww*
FIRSTS
First kiss: Logan Jackson! lol
First big trip: the beach
First time skiing/Snowboarding: nOt yet, but i plan on it hopefully this year*
First Alcoholic Drink: Wild turkey
First job: first REAL job - Frosty Bossie
First date: not a clue
LASTS
Last car ride: 8 hours ago when nathan & i were on our way to my house
Last kiss: Nathan, like 2 hours ago?
Last time you were naked: umm ..
Last food you ate: Pizza Hut pizza
Last love: ???
Last temptation: oOps*
Last item bought: today when nathan & i got cinderella man
Last time wanting to die: lol i dunno
Last alcoholic drink: Long Island Iced Tea*
Last time at the mall: a week or two ago with nathan

Random ....
I know i haven't updated in a while! but a lot of stuff has happened most for the best! well friendships lost & friendships gained ... i guess its better that way tho .. i dunno* but anyways, mostly nathan & i have hung out with manfa & josh a couple times here lately* we always have an eventful time* lol ... works going good .. especially when whit & i work together .. which i dont know if i mentioned before but i now work at Rite Aid which i love it ... but Im glad sam & whit & i have gotten to be close again! i love those 2 girls .. their pretty much all i've got* they've helped me out in more ways they'll ever know! I love you girls been talking to brit stout here often, she's a sweetheart! i love her ... & then the other night after the st. paul vs. coeburn game Nathan, Michael, Manfa, Josh, & Nathans Sister Rachel & I all went to pizza town & ate .. which was fun of course* Rachel is SUCH a sweetheart too, i love that girl .. hehe* we've had some interesting conversations .. lol* so afterwards I took rachel home & then went to my mamaws & then came home and well the other night i went to Nathans game at appy in which i was late for because Leg & Ev stood me up .. lol .. so i got there & sat with Nathans Mom & Chelsea (she's sweet too)* but anyways nathans mom & i were cracking up at him because he was on the bench pouring water all over himself .. it was pretty funny* ooh & nathan & i did go by & see whit keith & Christina & some of their friends .. I love those 2 .. hehe* their so crazy, especially tina .. haha* but thats pretty much all the eventful stuff i can think of right now ...

New Years Eve

well nathan came out & watched me finish getting ready -- lol sorry hunnie* allegra & evan called & wanted us to do something & then sami & josh called but no one could ever find anything to do ... so nathan & i finally proceeded to get food at McDonalds & came back to my house & then met with my sis & her b/f & went to my mamaws for a minute & then went to my sister's for a little while & watched the ball drop! aww* and then well Nathan ended up staying the night with me which was so great! aww* <3 he makes me sOOo happy! he's such a sweetheart when he wants to be .. hehe* so we stayed up till like 4 just talking and stuff ... it was nice * & then today we woke up around 12 and went to hardees & then got Cinderella Man & we came back out here & watched that & the devils rejects which Cinderella Man was good but The Devils Rejects was crazy .. so nathan & i just layed on the couch all day and we're lazy .. it was great .. and tomorrrow I think we're going to watch Fun With Dick & Jane ... hehe* so that should be fun ...

but i've really been random sO i think im going to the tanning bed*
MWAH! <3

nAthan* yOu make me sOo happy! thanks for everything hunnie* remember tOp of your list .. & the best !!! haha* misS yOu .... MWAH! yOu're the best <3 -->mEmorIes of 2oo5* the cHair, cabIn niGhts* miChaels & how we still owe him $5 .. haha.. mAmaw's* hersels .. lol* deer hunting & high speed chases (cause we've had quit a few of those) haha* hOliday InN & ordering half the meNU @ hardee's* KNEE .. oUr wrestliNg times* ur maN thOngs & sOO many more i can't think of* thanks for everything hunnie* ...xO *

manfa & whit* I honestly dont know what i would have done here lately w/o u 2* thanks girls .. you 2 mean the world to me* i love you guys!*

LeG* tequila, yager, miChaels, faKe kisSes! LOL* that'S all that needs to be said .. lol .. <3 ya girl*

nEw pIcs oN pICtuRe p@ge*

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 21:53:19 GMT

umm Yes Again, New PicS on the PiCtUre pAge
... there are some under homecoming & then random w/ my senior pics & a few of nathan & I ... which i haven't ordered my senior pics yet, so that's why the proofs are on there .. but all in all im VERY pleased with them ... :) & I stiLL have a lot of pics i need to scan sOo just keep checkin' back ..

Anyways: LasT wEek: HoMeCoMing WeEk, I dressed up every day except for wild & crazy day .. UnIversity Day I rocked out my Radford T-shirt, aww I looked so cute i do believe, & then on BluE & White/Silent Cheerleader Day, Whit, Brit, Nay, & I all made blue & white tye dye tshirts and wrote stuff on them, they were so cute!* There's pics on my photo page ... so ya know* weLl let me just say the weekend wasn't the greatest! The only great thing out of it was spending time with Nathan ... well Friday the game sucked, it was rainy & cold & ya know I just really didn't want to be there .. so after half-time nathan, whit, nay & I all left & went to my house a while, while I got some more clothes & etc.
we headed back to the game which we just dropped nay & whit off & nathan & I went to bri's mamaws with Bri, Legra, & Evan & us girls got ready fOr the daNce! haha - It totally pretty much sucked but it was alright i guess cause nathan went w/ me* then afterwards we all just hung out & went "camping" if you want to call it that .. Im just going to leave it at that ... but it was an okay night cause I got to spend it with nathan* :) and as for Saturday ... well hung out with Brooks, Bri, & Nathan & im really just going to leave it at that?!! haha ... umm Monday & Tuesday I went over my mamaws & hung out with Nathan again for awhile & monday well i'll just say that nathan & i broke my grandmothers chair that you lay back in .. ahH i thought it was HILARIOUS? but he didn't cause he was the one it fell with .. haha i dunno ... but then in which last night I wanted to kill my cousin josh b/c he was being totally disgusting .. but again i wont get into that either .. haha & today im here at the College in Abingdon while Amanda is taking her test .... sO i figured i'd give a quick update ...

as fOr tonight: i think we're going to possibly eat at Red Lobster (My idea b/c I LOVE that place) and then to get Deb & probably to Amandas house where im thinking nathan is going to come over for awhile & hang with me :) aWw* as for the weekend I know Friday Im NOT going to our game @ appy b/c thats a waste of money & my time to see us lose so im probably going to my grams & chillin for the niGht & saturday dunno yet ... might go to the corn maze or something w/ everyone .. uhh well lets talk about schOol a minute ....

wHit nay brit & myself have all been getting into some trouble into 1st block which is music appreciation in which i hate that class so much! he's so mean to us .. anyways, he told us we like talked all the time & etc. ... grr he makes me angry .. as for Chemistry it's so boring im passing the class with flying colors & all at the same time I do not know anything about chemistry? Accounting is like my all time Favorite .. & then EngLish is going good i guess .. gotta memorize 18 lines of The Canterbury Tales by Friday .. i think i've got them memorized pretty well ...

BRI & LEGRA <3 ·· mY g@lZ · I lOVe yOu 2*
WhiTTy & NaY <3 · mUAH!

· NATHAN ··· THE CHAIR <3 HA HA ... XO

but im ouT!

mad lOVE!

MoRe New PICs!

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 21:45:05 GMT

*THE WEEKEND*: fRiday went & ate at Mosbys with everyOne & then proceeded to the game @ norton & then we went to walmart & got our stuff for homecoming & headed to pizza hut to meet nathan & we hung out awhile ...
saturday: went & ate chinese with Nathan, hung out at my mamaws a while and then went to hardees where i got the best peach milkshake! :) and then again back to maws house ... tehe*

sUnDay: cOurt came in with the baby & mamaw cooked dinner .. sO we all just hung around there ...

*HOMECOMING WEEK*

MoNday: JuSt gOt Outta bed day!! Me, Whit, Brit, & Nay all dressed up in the same gowns, just diff. colors! it was great ... (I posted pics of us btw)
after schoOl: went with my aunt to jOhnson City to Red Lobster & the mall ... spent over 400 dollars in Hollister .... pretty much on nothing at all ... craziness ... and a few things in american eagle & i guess thats it really ? While i was on this shopping trip Gracie broke her foot ... my nephew kicked her off the porch & yeah broke her foot ... so I missed school today & took her to the vet & what not ... they put a cast on it which she looks so pitiful ... but she's going to be okay! bUt i've rambled on enough for now so im going to get off here & get some gruB!

muCh lOVe
tP*

-- I wiLL be pOsting some "crazy" pics from the summer sometime soon! :)

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 16:27:04 GMT

alsO posted new pics on GraCie'S album! :)

I guess it's about time for a real update! Well Senior Year, it's finally starting to sink it that that is really THE last year of high school! We watched Grease in first block today & it's just really sad, how most of us wont be together after school anymore & stuff ... we'll all end up drifting away from each other which is so sad, cause I love my girlys! :( *tear* anyWho, last fRiday: pep rally! Tanner & I won Chicken In A Hen House HAHA* It was great, It was me, Tanner, Bri, & Allegra all competing, and tanner & I were partners & they were 2, so the last end, it was me & tanner, CHAMPIONS! LOL * haha. . it was so great .... then I worked that night & after that I met up with Nathan at the school & we went to Bri's awhile & hung out & then went up by garretts a while & then back to bri's & we went & got some grub & headed back to bri's once again! so It was a pretty good night*
SatUrdaY: I was supposed to have worked ... BUT Guess what? I QUIT! & it feels sO great right now, that place was stressing me out to no end ..... ahhh ... sO we ended up "camPing out" that night .. which was again another interesting night ...

sO, the past few weeks have been great! I've spent time with all my friends & everyone's finally starting to get close again* I've also been hanGing out with Nathan somewhat here lately!? wHich has been quiet interesting i must say ... haha* we've had some pretty good times the past few weeks*
Gracie got her first haircut last tuesday! sHe looks so precious! aWw*
bUt anyways ... im gonna gO!

xOxoxoxo

ME!*

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 21:57:05 GMT

New PiCs oN tHe PiCtuRe pAgE
... sEniOr yEaR & jUniOr yEaR sO far ... but I still have some from this summer & my senior pics I need to post so keep checkin back! :)

i'll update on EVERYTHING that's been going on when I get some time !

<3

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 03:13:24 GMT

ahaha .. today was a much better day than yesterday .. umm actually it was a pretty good day ... well 3rd block, accounting, whit, sierra, britt, & samantha all made this video for Ap English .. well whitney let me watch it in 3rd block & i swear i laughed so hard I about pee'd on myself .. lmao .. It was so great* they had to pretend they were characters back in the old days or whatever & act it out like stabbing & crap, ahhh gosh, i wish everyone could watch, its so freakin' great .. ahah .. well then 4th block ... english ... oh gosh ... I swear i love that class to pieces .. tanner & i have the best time in there .. he cracks me up so much!! sO tonight ... i worked ... it wasn't bad at all...

as for tomorrow ... im excited ... PeP RaLly* it's gonna be fun ... playing Chicken In A Hen House & stuff .. lol ... gonna be great ... rest of the weekend I work ... bLaH~! I think if I quit though eventually I'd miss it ... so ya know ... but I really need the money so i dont care ... but im gonna head to bed ....

much love ...
tara brooke *

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 19:31:59 GMT

I got my schedule & senior picture info ... my pictures are next thursday @ 1:42??

My Schedule is:

1st Semester:
Music Appreciation
Chemistry
Accounting
Ap English

2nd Semester:
Math Analysis
US & VA Government
Community Service (Ms. Rasnick)
Ap English

we're finally seniors ... ahh! I MISS YOU GIRLS - Holler at me~
comment & let me know what everyones gonna wear & schedules! :)

xOxoO!*

Don't Cha WiSh ..

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 21:56:18 GMT

Don't Cha

Baby
Ladies
Fellas
Are you ready?
Lets dance
Baby (ooooh)
I know you like me (I know you like me)
I know you do (I know you do
Thats why whenever I come around
Shes all over you (she's all over you)
I know you want it (I know you want it)
Its easy to see (it's easy to see)
And in the back of your mind
I know you should be fucking me (babe)
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha
Fight the feeling (fight the feeling)
Leave it alone (leave it alone)
Cause if it aint love
It just aint enough to leave my happy home (my happy home)
Lets keep it friendly (lets keep it friendly)
You have to play fair (you have to play fair)
See I don't care
But I know She aint gonna wanna share
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?(like me)
Don't cha (Don't cha baby)
Don't cha
Don't cha wish your girlfriend raw like me? (raw)
Don't cha wish your girlfriend fun like me (big fun)
Don't cha
Don't cha
I know Im on your mind
I know wed have a good time
Im your friend
Im fun
And Im fine
I aint lying
Look at me shit
You aint blind (you aint blind)
I know Im on your mind
I know wed have a good time
Im your friend
Im fun
And Im fine
I aint lying
Look at me shit
You aint blind
~~I know she loves you (I know she loves you)~~
So I understand (I understand)
I probably be just as crazy about you
If you where my own man
Maybe next lifetime (maybe next lifetime)
Possibly (possibly)
Until then old friend your secret is safe with me.

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 18:46:45 GMT

New pics on the photo page .. they're of Gracie! ;)

ahah*

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 17:08:00 GMT

So im going to update again --

well All last week I worked ... every day/night or whatever .. I worked 10 days straight .. but it was okay cause I got paid~ woOt *
but a few weekends ago I finally got to go out & spend some time with my one & only Brianna ... lmao * well it ended up Jake (bri's new man) awwwww* their so cUTe! so anyways he ended up with us & then it ended up us going camping~ ha ha ... interesting niGht * Jack, V & OJ ... remember bri? ehh I doubt it .. haha well anyways, it was a pretty fun night ... i've missed those times just sleepin outdoors with the radio cranked up ... haha* We have the best times I swear .. so then saturday I worked & then came home & drank a few and then all last week I worked~ so this past Friday, Me, Brad, & Cameron all went to Applebee's .. it was a trip - they were quite embarrassing.. Cameron kept getting hit on by our waitress, it was funny - so then we went to Pal's & got a "fat kids milkshake" as cameron called it & finally got home around 12 .. Saturday Night, Brad, Myself, Ashley, & William all went & ate at Fishtales & then came back to my house for a minute & went & got Cameron & watched the fireworks & then ALl of us + William & Ashley rode around awhile ... Interesting!* .. No DETAILS! ha* So I finally came home & then around 4 Brad called & said he was locked out so he came out here & stayed ... so sunday my cousin came & got me & we headed to the lake ... Great NiGht! Drank some WT 101 & Coors ... wooo ... watched the fireworks over there .. it was great* we headed over to hang out with my uncle at their "Camp Site" & just sat around & talked awhile, it was great, I missed hangin out with my cousins .. so Next day went tube riding & rode my jet ski & swam & etc. and then went back to my uncles & hung out that night ... Brad came over too for awhile & hung out with me ... & then tuesday it rained most of the day, so brad came over there & got me & we went to his house, DQ, & McD's & then back to my house & layed around .... talked to a few people ;) haha* its funny really ... anyways - yesterday I slept till like 6 something, yeah that late .. i dunno why but i got up & walked around the corner & there was brad .. lol he's like what're you doing still in bed ... so Yeah, we just layed around last night cause I didn't feel sO great ... & today Gracie woke me up at like 8 this morning licking my face ... I love her to pieces, she's the sweetest little dog* aww ... OH YEAH, whit's in gatlinburg right now, & called me the other night while watching the Fireworks down there & said she was watching Billy Ray Cyrus .. lmao- she said he was singing about his mullet ... I used to love that guy .. hahaha* TOMORROW IS WHIT'S 18th BIRTHDAY!!! but i guess im going to go & unfortunately get ready for work ...

xoxox*
tbp* ..... LOVE YOU FOREVER * ahah*

- BRI* we're going to hang out soon, really! lol .. i miss you!!!

..`* HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TOMORROW WHITTY *`.. I LOVE YOU GIRL!*

-- sOng of the day* Travis Tritt: Anymore ....

aWwww

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 17:59:51 GMT

sO i finally got my little girl -- haha She's a little Yorkie & she's sOOO cute! I'll have to post some pics soon~ sO i named her Gracie Ann ... Brad & i went & got her yesterday in Kingsport & then went to petsmart where I bought her some stuff .. i love her to pieces!!! aww, so anyways, we went to Pals yesterday too & i tried a Strawberry milkshake .. they're great ... then we went to brads for a few & bri & jake came by & seen Jagger & Gracie ... My sister Named the Baby Jagger Dylan .. he's so precious! I think Thursday Bri's going to babysit Gracie for me .. haha*- so today I work which sucks cause I was supposed to go to Street Fights (Sorry Sierra) .. how great ... anyways, I just figured i'd give a small update .....

xoxo .. *

<3

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 17:12:33 GMT

*The \\*
Last Cigarette:	sorry dont smoke!
Last Alcoholic Drink:	ehh, about say 2 1/2 weekends ago .. lmao*
Last Car Ride:	Yesterday on my home way with bri from the pool
Last Kiss:	ehhhhh few days ago
Last Good Cry:	well the last GOOD Cry about 2 1/2 weekends ago .. haha
Last Library Book:	not real sure ...
Last book bought:	not a clue
Last Book Read:	I think To Kill A Mockingbird
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:	The Ring 2
Last Movie Rented:	Meet the Fockers, White Noise, & Darkness
Last Cuss Word Uttered:	shit
Last Beverage Drank:	Ice Water
Last Food Consumed:	Biscuit
Last Crush:	......
Last Phone Call:	Rather not say
Last TV Show Watched:	Will & Grace
Last Time Showered:	This mornin'
Last Shoes Worn:	AE flip flops
Last CD Played:	burnt cd in bris car with all our "old times" songs .. lol
Last Item Bought:	Food at burger king
Last Download:	Icq 5
Last Annoyance:	2 faced people & bitches who dont stay out of my business ...GRRRRR
Last Disappointment:	none yet
Last Soda Drank:	In a long time
Last Thing Written:	umm can't say
Last Key Used:	tab key
Last Words Spoken:	hahah how funny
Last Sleep:	last night sometime
Last Ice Cream Eaten:	saturday when i ate DQ
Last Chair Sat In:	the one im sitting in right now
Last Webpage Visited:	this one
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

......... <3

FINALLY!

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 17:01:46 GMT

wow! im finally updating ... okay so since school's been out things have been completely crazy! I have mostly been working .. but this weekend im off all weekend long which is great! who knows what im going to do, hopefully go to JC with bradley .. haa* awww ... so anyways, last wednesday - went night swimming with whit & britt .. it was pretty fun! afterwards came home & hung out with brad for awhile ... then saturday i worked 9-4 & after work I went home and got ready & got whit & we headed to norton for "water-wars" lmao .. well first we went to DQ and got a strawberry cheesecake blizzard which was soo f'n great! then went into walmart & bought our water guns & it was on ... we went into taco bell & filled em' up & squirted everyone ... & everyone eventually started squirting us back! it was soo fun~~ so then Samantha, Sierra, Olivia, & Autumn all piled up with us & it was hilarious we cruised by the norton crew real slow & was like DRIVE BY! haha .. then afterwards took whit home & got stuck in her drive-way .. lol it was horrible .. so brad & trevor came & saved the night & i came home & bri came out for a few & then i went to bed .. interesting night to say the least .. haha ... so sunday woke up, brad took peyton & i to eat at renos .. aww how sweet .. it was great, then came home & had to get ready for work .. bLAH .. this week ... nothing too exciting .. monday, I cleaned house ALL DAY LONG & Sean, Petie, & My cousin Aaron came out for awhile .. aww, i was glad to see those kids .. ha* tuesday went to brads & hung out awhile .. tried to watch Top Gun but i couldn't get interested? ha, oh well .. so we just went & ate at pizza hut & came back to my house ... hah found out a few interesting facts from a certain someone .. how great of them ... i love em' .. anyways yesterday bri & i went to the pool around 12:30 & layed out in the sun ALL day long, ( got a disturbing phone call) it saddened me .. :( then went & ate some BK & headed back to the pool around 6:30 for night swimmin' ... talked to my cousin Sascha .. I think im gonna go hang out with her sometime soon! Its gonna be fun .. so anywho, I came home & talked to Brad for awhile & finally went to bed after i got my computer working! Today, I have to work at 4 .. blah .. how great is that going to be ... Trey told me he could give me life guard classes or whatever, so i maybe could lifeguard at the pool.. so who knows, i may do it if i can lifeguard ... anyways im out ....

hahaha ... bOom*
i hate 2 faced people ...
LOVE YOU!

mad love* tbp*

-- Tuesday- STREET FIGHTS! Sierra, holler at me!
.. anyone who wants to go just holler at me!!! wOot woOt!~

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 01:02:17 GMT

WOOOO!

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 18:51:29 GMT

SO MUCH HAS BEEN GOING ON HERE LATELY!

ALRIGHT on the 10th - We had A FBLA Conference, well Amber & I placed 1st so we go to state this Friday, which should be sOO fun, nayfizzles going too .. so its going to be an adventure! haha*

Bri & I have been on a few adventures ourselves, flat tires?? ha* and a lot of BS has been going on too ... but thats beside the point!

& then I babysat Desirae she's not even 2 yet, but she's a handful .. she's so cute! I'll have to put some pictures up!
& yet along with all the good stuff going on there is more bad stuff .. guys are all fuckin' liars, but im again not going into details!

I also went shopping with my aunt & got 2 outfits for my trip, they are sooo cute! It was a fun day .. except for when i came home & had to put up with shit that was going on ... URGH ... I hate bitches & whores .. they should be shot ... hahahah wow, that would make life so much simpler, huh?

sO, wednesday= LAST DAY OF SCHOOL BEFORE SPRING BREAK 1st block whit & i called nay at hOme, & well it was soO funny, Coach Adkins was like what is so funny? it was funny .. then the rest of the day probably sucked .. so that night, I stayed with Bri .. LMAO INTERESTING NIGHT ... It was great ... I love that family!! hehe* we had so much fun ... Called Brad @ 11 & had him come over a minute ... it was funny* so that night was just pretty great !

then the 25th= STARTED @ FROSTY BOSSIE! wOo* thats all I have done all weekend long is worked, but its worth it cause its MONEY! woOo* & Its been fun so far working there ... whits been training me, so that made it even funner. . hehe* sOo today I go to work again @ 4 .. so i need to go get ready! sO im going to go get ready!

xoxo*

SURVEYS

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 20:41:33 GMT

. | | . CURRENT . | | . .
+. mood :: sad
+. music :: brianna talking on the phone .. lol
+. taste :: pancakes
+. hair :: up in a pony tail
+. clothes :: hello kitty pj pants & white tank
+. annoyance :: people
+. smell :: cheesecake
+. thing I ought to be doing :: studying
+. desktop picture :: A teacup yorkie in a teacup .. aww
+. favorite band :: I have a lot*
+. cd in stereo :: the new 3 doors down cd i think?
+. crush :: .......
+. hate :: people who get shit started :)

. . | | . DO YOU . | | . .
+. smoke? nO
+. do drugs? :: nO
+. have a dream that keeps coming back? :: I have before
+. read the newspaper? :: sometimes
+. have any gay or lesbian friends? :: umm not that i know of?
+. believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? :: Yes I do
+. consider yourself tolerant of others? :: sometimes
+. like the taste of alcohol? :: Yes
+. have a favorite candy? :: humm i have a lot
+. believe in astrology? :: i guess so
+. believe in magic? :: maybe
+. know how to play poker? :: Yep
+. have any pets? :: its not mine, but my sister has a somoyed (dog) lol
+. go to or plan to go to college? : yes*
+. have any piercings? :: Yep
+. have any tattoos? :: noPe
+. have an obsession? :: uh yeah
+. have a secret crush?:: ehh maybe
+. care about looks? :: somewhat
+. have any disorders? :: lol i dont think so?

. . | | . LAST THING YOU . | | . .
+. bought :: my tanning bed session
+. ate :: pancakes
+. drank :: coke
+. read :: I dont know
+. watched on tv :: Passions

. . | | . EITHER * OR . | | . .
+. club or houseparty :: house party
+. drinks or shots :: shots
+. cats or dogs :: dogs
+. pen or pencil :: both
+. gloves or mittens :: aww both
+. food or candy :: food
+. cassette or cd :: cd
+. coke or pepsi :: coke
+. spontaneous or plain? :: spontaneous

. . | | . LAST PERSON YOU . | | . .
+. saw :: my sister
+. laughed at :: bri
+. talked to :: bri
+. hugged :: brad
+. kissed :: jeff
+. instant messaged :: garrett

. . | | . WHERE DO YOU . | | . .
+. eat :: anywhere i guess
+. sing :: whereever i feel like singin
+. cry :: wherever I am when I want to cry
+. sleep :: in my very own bed
+. wish you were :: not here

. . | | . HAVE YOU EVER . | | . .
+. drank alcohol? :: yes
+. done drugs? :: ...
+. broken the law? :: Yep
+. run away from home? :: nope
+. broken a bone? :: nope
+. played Truth Or Dare? :: ehh yeah a long time ago? lol
+. kissed someone you didn't know? :: nope
+. been in a fight? :: yeah
+. been intoxicated? :: definitely

. . | | . WHAT IS . | | . .
+. your bedroom like? :: right now plain - redoing it when it gets warm
+. your favorite thing for breakfast? :: I dont know?
+. your favorite restaurant? :: Cheddars, Applebees, texas roadhouse
+. on your bedside table? :: dont have one yet
+. your biggest fear? :: being alone
+. the feature are you most insecure about? :: humm, my thighs? lol

. . | | . RANDOM . | | . .
+. when is your birthday? :: april 15th
+. what do you carry with you at all times? :: My purse
+. how do you drive? :: I drive good I guess
+. what do you miss most about being little? :: not having drama in my life & not having all kinds of stuff to worry about
+. are you happy with your given name? :: Yeah I guess so
+. what color is your bedroom? :: white right now
+. are you done with this survey? :: no?
+. are you a pyromaniac? :: whats that
+. describe your bed:: ...?

ANOTHER ONE!

b a s i c s . .
// name: Tara
// birthday: 04/15/88
//nationality: white
//screen name: on icq - * t ë ä s ë *
//hair length: long
//hair color: brown
//eye color : green
//piercings: belly button & ears
// tattoos: none

F a v o r i t e s . .
// color[s]: pink & pastel green
// perfume: heavenly-victorias secret & clinique happy heart & ralph lauren romance
//t.v. show: passions, viva la bam
// movie: The Notebook
// band/singer: ... not sure
// subject: Algebra 2
// fruit: strawberrys
// month: July
// season: summer
// holiday: christmas

D o Y o u . .
// do you believe in love at first sight? Yes
// do you get along with your parents? Yes most of the time
// do you think about suicide? nope
// do you drink? You could say that
// do you do drugs? not me
// do you smoke? nope
// do you think you have multiple personalities? i dont think so .. but i could?

H a v e y o u . .
// have you ever smoked? Yes
// have you ever done drugs? possibly
// have you ever used someone? no
// have you ever been used by someone? probably
// have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have: nope

T h e B e s t . .
// best person to talk to: renee or bri
// best feeling: love
// best thing in the world: right now my friends
// best stuffed animal you own: I dont think i own those anymore? lol
// best thing that happened to you today: well it snowed & there was so school so that was pretty good

the last...
// last time you cried? Friday
// last movie you saw in a theater? umm I have no clue
// last movie you rented? Uptown Girls
// last song you listened to? aretha franklin - rescue me .. lol
// last song you downloaded? umm no clue
// last tv show you watched? passions
// last song that was stuck in your head? throw it up
// last person you were thinking of? .....
// last person you talked to: bri
// last person you kissed: jeff
// last person you went to eat out with: well me & brad went to hardees saturday but we didn't go in? lol
// last person you slow danced with: ehh no clue
// last person you yelled at: my sister
// last person you called: bri
// last person who called you: brad
// last person who made you smile? brad
// last person who made you laugh? bri
// last person who said they loved you? dad when he left for work this mornin'

L o v e a n d r e l a t i o n s h i p s . .
// who is your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? n/a
// what do you first notice in the opposite sex? a lot .. lol, eyes, hands, way they dress
// are you currently in love? ...
// first real crush: logan jackson? lmao
// ideal date: I dont know?

--- i love you!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

ok -- today woke up around 12 fixed me some pancakes & talked to brad ... then talked to bri & watched some of days & watched passions .. and sat here and did nothing .. well i did clean somewhat ... I love cleaning? lol .. its great .. gets my mind offa things .. anyways .. im glad there was no school, i hope we dont go tomorrow i need to get a few things done ... humm im wondering where someone is right now ... grrrrr!!!! anyways ... im out!

xoxoxox*

life is shit

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 02:42:11 GMT

frienDs onLy enTry *

ily*

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 02:40:31 GMT

wow okay, my life right now fuckin sucks .. I hate it so bad.
My parents don't believe anything i say anymore because of jeff, in which by the way they made me break up with him, & told me I would see him over their dead body!! my sisters a total bitch to me anymore, & right now i really fuckin dont like her .. she's a bitch to me & gets me in trouble ... I really hate my life so bad .. all i have done today is cried my eyes out! I mean i go to school, play tennis, & make good grades .. what more do they want from me? I told them I wasn't going to see jeff anymore & they didn't believe me even though i care about him sOOO much, im not going to see him because if i do i will get all "driving priviledges" taken away & wont be able to do anything at all! I mean yes im not going to lie, I do still love him ... he was my first true love, & the sweetest any guy has ever been to me? I dont know, this is going to be so hard? Im not allowed to see or talk to him all because for one my sister and because i guess they think he's not good enough for me, he has totally changed his life all for me! & they dont understand that that really means something? He's changed himself for me? HELLO! Doesn't that show them enough he loves me* He's like my best friend, & understands everything completely, I can talk to him about anything ... god i hate this? my parents told me they didn't trust me or anything i said right now, & until they seen i wasn't talking to him anymore i wasn't to do anything ... tonight I was supposed to go out with bri to norton & ride around .. ya know girls night out ... & guess the fuck what? I CAN'T FUCKIN GO! UGHHHHHHH! me and brad have been hanging out a lot here lately, and well they were like you can go out with brad but you're not going with brianna??? all because my sister was like tara was supposed to go out with brad .. I was like no I said me & bri were probably going to do something ... they all want me to see brad & everything & shew I dont know! I just really want to hang out with my friends right now ... I need my girls ... I miss hanging out with bri so bad .. and everyone else?! They can't make me fall out of love & in love with someone else, Yeah brads a great guy, but im not ready for another relationship right now ... or really anytime here soon.. I dont know what else to do ... I got ready & everything because my dad was like well i'll let you know when i asked him if I could go with bri .. & then he's like no after i get ready & everything .. & my moms being a bitch too .. she's like I know what you're going to do, ya'll are going to st. paul to see jeff & brooks & we really weren't ... and ewwwww god .. i have never been so mad in my entire life ... you would think my parents would want me to go with my girlfriends & have fun .... I fuckin hate everything in this world right now ... . someone please comment & help me!!!

whew *

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 17:14:16 GMT

Yeah .. I know, Im such a slacker!

Well things are going pretty good for myself I reckon*
Not really been doing much .. just hanging out, going to school, been sick, & having tennis practice!

Anyways, since the last time I've updated I had been sick in the hospital with a really bad kidney infection, bladder infection & etc. it sucked ..
but besides that nothing really that interesting has happened in my life!

Bri & I haven't got to hang out any lately .. so that sucks ...
OH I did watch the notebook the other night, Its so f'n great! I love it ..

A lot is going on right now ... its crazy ... dunno ... humm, anyways ... I just figured i'd give a quick update so I wouldn't feel so bad for not updating!

Today we're outta school cause of the snow!! WOOO .. I love snow like this.. its so great*

I miss hangin' with my girls ....
None of us ever see whitty anymore .. except for school ... never talk to sierra that much anymore ... and none of us ever get together on the weekends .... grrr ....
anywho.. Im OuT!

xoxoox *

.. to be loved by you ... ahhh baby*

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 20:54:07 GMT

AWW .... JEFF TOLD ME HE LOVED ME LAST NIGHT* *smiles*

* he is the sweetest * ... hehe* he told me that, & well I cried? I was so happy! he's the greatest, tehe* its so weird, no one has ever told me that before & well it just made me sOo happy, i have never felt like this before, & it feels so great*

he called me this morning & woke my happy little ass up! hehe ... I love when he calls & wakes me up for school, it makes me in such a better mood! :) ... I love him*

today: Exams! I passed them both, they were easy + whit & i were crackin' up the whole entire first block! it was hilarious .. I love her? then 2nd block had exams & BL & I played some Rummy after our Exam & I kicked ass! woot* anywho, the rest of today I'll probably talk to jeff & work on my speech ...

* 12·06·04 * x o x o *

:)

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 18:07:31 GMT

I think it's really funny how immature little girls can be .. especially by telling people I was somewhere's talking to some guy I have never even heard of? haha ... funny stuff .. Jeff thought that was really funny too ... since like ya know I do talk to him EVERY single day & about every hour of the day ... sOoo ... ugh, get over it! Oh & lets be reall immature & leave Tara an anonymous comment & say "mean stuff" or lets say "Oh tara I love your journal" -ha ha ha- ... gosh .. lol .. that's so immature ..

ANYWAYS

MY WEEKEND
... FRIDAY: Well Bri came out to my house & I finished getting ready & then we headed to st. paul! I washed the extera & then we got stalked for about 15 minutes (haha) & then met Jeff, Cody, Twistee, & Steff, where then we all proceeded to Cody's & waited on Brooks! It was fun! we also tricked brooks & steff & i were standing there crackin' up trying to be quiet! haha .. it was funny.. but for the most part I was just happy to see my baby* :) so then bri & i headed home about 11:30 where I wont go into details but it was interesting! haha* so came home, talked to jeff for awhile & went to sleep!
... SATURDAY: I got ready & waited on bri to get here & then met up with jeff & brooks & daniel & jerry .. it was again an interesting night .. lol .. jeff is the best ... ahh ... he makes me so freakin' happy* *smiles* hehe* He is just like the sweetest guy ever, he kept telling me that I was beautiful & ahh just seeing how he really cares about me makes me feel so ... words cant explain? lol- i dunno* he always talks about "our" future, which is another good thing, im just so scared something is going to go wrong? but lets not think about that, because he says im the only one he wants & nobody else! & well I think I should probably believe him? :) whew .. i dunno, he just makes me extremely happy* but anyways, lets just say again an interesting & great night!
..SUNDAY: SNOW! yay! Went to bri's house & sat around for awhile, then went to her mamaws & ate & I came home & talked to Jeff, then took a nap .. woke up around 3 .. layed around somemore & then talked to jeff some more .. (lol) & then went & got me White Chicks (which was really funny) & then Mean Girls which was good too* so I talked to Jeff & then went to bed ..

Today we didn't have any school, which i was excited about .. I dunno what im going to do today/tonight .. but anyways .. im going to go & watch Days of Our Lives & Passions!

bri: lots of memories for this weekend! lol* you're the best, I love you breenee!

nay, whit, brit, wendy, sierra: ya'll are great! love ya'll <3

*12·06·04* .. miss you baby* xoxox - muah*

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 20:17:06 GMT

awww* Jeff called me this morning at 8 o'clock to get me up for school & we didn't even have school! lol* & he had to get up around 11 for work ... aww .. isn't he the sweetest? :)

anyways, today I have cleaned up my house .. woot* (proud of myself)

waiting on my dad to come home so we can decorate the Christmas Tree! :) eep*

as for now, im going to lay around & watch Dr. Phil & hop in the shower!

· MUCH LOVE ·
tara brooke

*12·06·04*

aww, life is great sometimes! :)

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 02:49:12 GMT

well the past few weeks have been quiet interesting! Well Jeff & I are doing just great & I am very happy to say & well so far no one has ever been able to make me this happy soo its pretty great i suppose, we're also now *dating* .. aww .. how sweet* like I said he's something special! :)

so this weekend, friday Bri & I went to walmart & did some Christmas shopping .. that was interesting .. haha ...
saturday, went & got jeff & it was snowing really hard on the way to my house ... I was kind of scared? haha .. so we sat around here for awhile & then just left with my sister & mandy & rode around for awhile .. and came back to my house -- aww-- that's always fun *winks* haha (xoxox) .. so then took him home came back to my house & he called like right when i got back .. so ya he's so great?! then sunday, went to my mamaws for awhile & ate & stuff like that, talked to jeff, came home, went to my sisters, talked to jeff somemore, & then Him & Brooks decided that they & Brianna were going to come to my house so my parents could finally meet jeff! I was happy about all that .. so It was cool .. so far this week all i have done is went to school & talked to jeff? lol .. thats really all my life consists of anymore .. but Im not complaining .. so as for today NO SCHOOL, which I was soo happy about, I have layed around all Day & talked to jeff mostly .. & talked to breenee for a minute & she had to work *ha ha* j/p .. I love her? lol.. .. I also talked to steff .. she's so awesome, she cracks me up .. lol .. I love my friends? :)

as far as Jeff & I go, its nothing so far but *perfect* which really scares me ... Im starting to give in on my feelings, scary .. haha .. i dunno, he's totally different than any guy? I dont know its weird but in a good way* He truly makes me like soo happy ... humm ... Im soo excited about spending the weekend with him .. its going to be great of course .. I miss him *tear* anyways .. enough of me rambling i guess im going to go & leave this survey here!

x Full Name: Tara Brooke Pope
x Birthday: 04·15·88
x Zodiac: Aries
x What time is it?: 9:24 p.m
x What is the date?: 12.14.04
x Other Names Your Parents Considered: Not sure?

--------------------Standard Stuff----------------------------

x School: coeburn high
x E-mail: bigflirt_58@hotmail.com
x Eyes: Green
x Hair: Brown
x Height: 5'2
x Shoe Size: 6 1/2 - 7
x Who lives with you? mom,dad,sister,nephew
x When is your bedtime? i don't have one

--------------------In the Last 24 Hours-----------------------

x Cried: No
x Worn jeans: yes
x Met someone new: no
x Done laundry: no
x Cursed: yes
x Watched a Movie: Yes
x Went to the movies: no
x Went shopping: no
x Gotten sick: yes
x Been kissed: no
x Given a kiss: no
x Lied: no

----------------------Have You Ever-------------------------

x Missed school cause of weather: yes
x Lit yourself on fire: can't say that i've ever done that?!
x Kept a secret from everybody: Sure have
x Had an imaginary friend: I might have at one point?
x Ever been in love w/ a friend: Yep
x Cried during a Movie? Yes
x Had crush on an teacher? Ooh Yes* haha
x Been on stage: Yes
x Cut your own hair: i dont think?
x Done drugs: of course not?
x Seen a murder: Nope
x Seen a naked man in the flesh: lol what?
x Seen a naked woman in the flesh: I dont fully understand
x Wanted to have sex: lmao- uhh you could say that?

------------------------Your Firsts------------------------------

x First best friend: Umm I think either ALison Corder or Amber Young?
x First car: Dont have one yet?
x First real date: umm, Im not really sure?
x First real break-up: Allen
x First self purchased album: Couldn't tell ya
x First piercing/tattoo: my ears
x First enemy: i don't know
x First big trip: Probably Ohio to visit family or florida?
x First Kiss: Logan Jackson .. lmao*
x First failing grade: never had one yet

----------------------In the Last Week -------------------

x Been mean: Yes Im sorry
x Been sarcastic: again yes
x Talked to someone you have a crush on: Yep* I wouldn't think it was a crush though?
x Hugged someone: Yes Jeffery! ;)
x Fought with your parents: Yes again
x Got in an argument with your best friend: I dont think so?
x Laughed until you cried: lol yeah in first block
x Played Truth or Dare: nope
x Watched a sunrise/sunset: not this week
x Went to the beach at night: nope
----------------------About my Friends---------------------

x Laughs the weirdest? bri does sometimes .. lol
x Makes you laugh the most? bri or nay
x Who have you known the longest? whitney
x Loudest? renee
x Is the quietest? humm maybe bri .. depends
x Is the funniest? renee
x Who is the moodiest? Wendy or myself?
x Biggest player? cody
x Who do you usually go to about all of your problems? my sister or bri
x Who comes to you? bri

-------------------Who Did this Last-----------------

x Called you: Jeff
x Slept in your bed: Me
x Saw you cry: No one but myself
x Made you cry: My parents
x Made you laugh: Steff
x You shared a drink with: Brianna* lol
x You went to the movies with: gosh I dunno? its been awhile
x Went to dinner with: bri & my rents?
x Bought you something: umm, I dont know really
x Sent you an email: amanda

-------------------------- Extras -----------------------------

x Black or white? white
x TV or movie? movie
X Cat or dog? dog
x Walmart or target? walmart
x Spring or Fall? Both!
x Sun or rain? Both!
x What are you gonna do after this? wait on jeff to call
x What was the last meal you ate? Spaghetti
x High school or college? high school..
x Are you bored? not really .. I never get bored really
x Last TV show you watched? Will & Grace
x Last movie you saw in theaters? I dunno
x Last noise you heard? Cars outside going by
x Last smell you smelled? Buttery Popcorn

------------------------Favorites----------------------------

x Shampoo: V05 Nourishing Oasis, Citre Shine, Or Tresemme or Salon Stuff?
x Favorite Color: Light Green, Light Purple, or Pink
x Summer/Winter/Fall/Spring: I love em all
x Favorite Cartoon Character: umm, i dont know
x Favorite Fast Food: McDonalds, Pals, Or Taco Bell
x Favorite Movies: I have a lot of favorite movies?
x Favorite sport: football, basketball, & I play tennis .. so yeah!

---------------------What are You?-------------------------

x Wearing: Flannel Pj's & A Blue Knight Cross Country tshirt
x Thinking about: jeff
x Listening to: tv

------------------------Have You Ever 2-----------------------

x Been to Canada? not yet
x Danced Naked? lol I dont think so?
x Skinny dipped? hah YES!
x Stalked someone? No!
x Snuck out? Yes
x Wished you were the opposite sex: Nope

------------------------ Random ----------------------------

x Are you bored? nah
x Are you lonely? not really
x Are you happy? im content
x Do you drink? Im an alcoholic .. lol j.k yeah sometimes
x Who named you? My Parents I would guess?
x When was the last time you showered? this morning
x What color pants do you have on right now? pinkish lookin
x What song are you listening to right now? none
x What color is your shirt? Blue
x What is right next to you? umm a bowl with popcorn kernals & a diet pepsi?
x What is your computer desk made of? WOOD!
x What are the last 4 digits in your phone number? 6961
x Are you eating anything? nope, just ate some popcorn & m&ms though
x What did you do last night? layed around here & talked to jeff
x How are you today? okay i guess

------------------------- Extras 2----------------------------

x Do you have your license? Yep
x What book are you reading now? Nothing
x Nickname: tarebear,tp, & tarapin (nay & whit) & tiny + t-tiny(fam)
x Pets: None yet :(
x Siblings: (1) Megan
x Have you ever been so drunk you didn't remember that you were drunk: Yea
x Taken any illegal substances: uh no?
x Gone out in public in your pajamas: Yes
x Played ding-dong-ditch? Whats that?
x Wanted to hook up with a friend/date them: Yea
x Did something illegal? Yes
x Did you get caught? No
x Gotten arrested? Nope
x Gotten a ticket for something? No
x Prank called someone: wellll.. I didn't .. lol ..

---------------------Do You Believe In----------------------

x Yourself: yes
x Santa Claus: no
x Tooth Fairy: no
x Destiny/Fate: yes
x Angels: yes
x God: yes
x Bigfoot: I dunno .. maybe

--------------------Friends and Life------------------------

x Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? Yes
x Do you like anyone? Extremely!
x What's the best feeling in the world: being with Jeff & knowing how much he cares about me*
x Worst Feeling: being alone & worrying
x Worst fear: being alone
x Time now: 9:44

------------------------Lasts-------------------------------

x Last car ride: Yesterday
x Last good cry: Sunday
x Last library book checked out: I dunno
x Last beverage drank: Diet Pepsi
x Last shoes worn: boots
x Last cd played: A burnt 1 that joshi made me
x Last item bought: umm, trading post? lol
x Last annoyance: BITCHES
x Last disappointment: humm, friday
x Last time scolded: not sure
x Last shirt worn: cross country shirt
x Last website visited: mine!!

weee :x thanks for reading .. lol ** LOVE YOU ALL! -- xoxoxo --